Thursday, January 27, 2011

心中的痛没人懂。。。

每每遇到一个朋友,都是问我:志宏什么时候回去?

我都是微笑着摇摇头。

接着就会问我:吓!为什么没有回去?

或者是:吓?你没有回家哦?

那你留在这里做什么?

遇到了这些问题,见一个就回答一个,同一个人都可以问上几次,还可以再问。

谁新年不想回家?谁新年不想回家?


就算曾经口中说出来的家,是心里多么不堪的家,但谁不想回家?


只是情况不允许,因为很多因素,所以都没有回家。


可是很多人都不懂,知道没有回家了以后,还非得继续问下去,都让我很假装坚强的,很虚伪坚强的,假装我那虚伪的坚强,告诉他们,回家很贵,回家很累。还要说:就算有钱,也不想回家,拿来给我,我在这里能够好好的过。


我有钱的话,你怕我不回家吗?


我有钱的话,我不会回家吗?


我有钱的话,我不想回家吗?


我没有回家,可是我很想回家,可偏偏全部人都问我这样的问题,感觉好像在伤口捅了很多刀。


没有人懂我的情况,没有人懂。。。


我不需要人懂。。。


Sunday, January 23, 2011

FUCK! I HOPE I MADE THIS CLEAR ENOUGH FOR YOUR ENGLISH LEVEL!

Since somebody didn't understand the long fucking English that i've wrote, i'll make it fine clear today, now, and never more...
1st thing, watch your words, i wrote cacat, instead of noob, although that makes not much difference, but it means a lot unlike of them both.

2nd thing, yes i said
Vince Zhi Hong Loo cacat... 你跟他跟多了也一起变cacat了。。。
January 18 at 9:46pm · Like ·  1 person
and
that cacat guy cant even spell congrats? became congrazt... =="
January 18 at 9:44pm · Like ·  1 person
and
Vince Zhi Hong Loo you dont need to have fat man and little boy... now you have cacat boy... :P
January 18 at 10:14pm · Like

ok. thats what i wrote.
first thing i said 他, meaning will be anybody, so i dont think i've ever directly shot him in anywhere of his funny childish ass.
second thing i said cant even spell congrats, i shot him directly, but noticing that nancy yap replied me like this,

Nancy Yap lol. because we cant officially congratz u 1st, so he congrazt u 1st :)

so i kept silent for that coz she was able to defend the guy.

the third was,

Vince Zhi Hong Loo you dont need to have fat man and little boy... now you have cacat boy... :P
January 18 at 10:14pm · Like

Nancy Yap lol. cacat boy? u ah?
January 18 at 10:15pm · Like

Vince Zhi Hong Loo your boy friend :P
January 18 at 10:16pm · Like

Nancy Yap lol. sorry to say that my boy friends are all of u :) which one? u? or wei keong? yan kae? woei dyi? they are all my bf :)
January 18 at 10:17pm · Like

this defend clarifies that, nancy made my statement not pointing towards her beloved one. which means that that guy have no reason to inbox me, likely picking up a fight.

so now what?

want me to make myself the clearest ever i can be like?

I AM NOW NOT DISCUSSING, NEITHER DO I WANNA DO SO, TO DISCUSS ABOUT THE MISUNDERSTANDING.

WHAT IS THE MISUNDERSTANDING ACTUALLY?

DO YOU THINK BEING RESPECTFUL OR NOT RESPECTFUL IS IN MY CONCERN?

WHAT I WAS CONCERNING IS I DONT NEED PEOPLE WHO OVER REACT WHEN THINGS WAS NOT CONCERNING ABOUT HIM APPEARING IN MY INBOX.

IF YOU WANNA DISCUSS ABOUT RESPECT, WAS THAT BEING RESPECTFUL?

ONE MORE THING, I REALIZED THAT NANCY YAP WAS BECOMING AGGRESSIVE DEFENDING, AND I HAD PUT IT UP TO AN END, BY SAYING GOOD BYE AND GOOD NIGHT, and ridiculously someone appeared in the 5am next morning saying knowing what to do, and i received a ridiculous funny message, WITHOUT punctuation notes and full of TERRIFYING ENGLISH, wearing out my god damn vitality in my holy morning.

calming myself down, did i make myself clear this time?